"you could do so much better"

sidenote:

remember my (ex)boyfriend's friend, the one who i pretty much hate and wasn't in my good books last week?

pretty much has been abandoned.

i've never hated anyone in my life, and i've been bullied, i've had people i love stolen from me by people i thought i could trust. but i've never hated anyone in my life.

until now.

we're gonna call this person "ned"

don't ask why.

but ned? i hate you. you ruin everything. you have so many people that care about you and you alienate them, break them down and destroy them. you are an evil person and people like you don't deserve oxygen. i hope you find love one day, the kind of love that keeps you awake at night. and i hope she doesn't love you back. with most of my being do i hope this. because you're an evil person. i was there for you often enough and all you did was stab me in the back.

let me tell you what ned said to my (ex)boyfriend.

"mate, why are you even with her? you could do so much better than her. she's fat and ugly"

that is a statement coming from the mouth of someone who i thought was one of my closest friends. said to my then boyfriend.

absolutely priceless.

if i'm honest? my ex probably could do better than me. but i could do better than him too. i'm a curvy size ten, with an hourglass figure. most people think i have a gorgeous shape. i may carry a little extra weight occasionally, but sue me, i like cheese in large doses.

but you are wrong about me being ugly. without make up i might look about 12, but i'm not ugly. i'm 5'3 and a half, i'm blonde, blue eyed and very cute. i do everything for everyone else, i put their feelings before my own and i bend over backwards for the people i care about.

no part of me is ugly my friend. you want to take a hard look at yourself before you throw these words around, because you "ned" are absolutely vile. you're a disgusting person, inside and out, and no-one will ever love you, because you're not human enough.

i feel better now.