new year's eve. you definitely snuck up on me. a year ago to the day, i was getting ready to go to my friend's house for her very secret but equally as huge party. if i'd have known that 2010 would kick me in the arse the way it did... i would have done something a lot more different.
so when it hits midnight tonight, that's it. i'm gonna start all over. i'm gonna reinvent myself, and as much as i love my ex-boyfriend, i'm going to make a massive effort to get over him and not talk about him as much. i'm gonna eat better and exercise more (that one will probably go out the window around the 3rd of january... and that's me being generous...) and i'm going to make more memories.
i found that since i turned 18, my life has literally skated past me... five months seems like five minutes... i've had a birthday, gone on holiday, broken up with my boyfriend... then got back together... then broken up... then got back together... then broken up for the last time. it's all a blur, and i can't remember where a lot of my year and life has gone. therefore, i'm going to make memories and when i'm sat here in a year's time, i can look back and safely say "i've had a great year"
because i damn well can't do it now.
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