okay, so the other day, i was with my ex's friend. i was telling him how i'd had a really rough week with regards to the whole "ex" thing... then he said this:
"he's moved on, you should too"
okay, great, that's exactly what i want to hear. my mind immediately jumped to the annoying fucking bitch who's super pretty and works in all saints. fantastic.
i was devastated and i had to leave at once, so i did. and then i cried all the way down the high street. how embarassing.
my new approach to life is as follows:
i used to be the girl who "fell in love" every five minutes with someone new. so i'm going to stay that way. i like that way. that way is safe.
i stopped seeing the guy from a few weeks ago. it wasn't fair to him, he was way too nice for me at this moment in time so i called it all off. but a new dude has appeared on the horizon.
he's super cute, super funny, a proper lad and apparently very into me.
i'm telling myself that over and over again so that i don't think about my ex and this girl. that would lead to falling apart. i can't afford that right now.
anyone who has ever had their heart broken? please give me strength right now. because this is the hardest thing i think i will have to do ever. in my life. i've never done anything more difficult than this.
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