"you too"

happy new year everyone! i hope you all partied hard last night.

embarrassingly, it got to about half past 1 and i definitely needed a nap. i wasn't the funnest i could have been last night. in fact i was so god-damn boring that two people genuinely didn't realise i was lying on the couch and they sat on me. brilliant.

i texted the ex last night to say happy new year, just to be nice.

"happy new year ___, hope you have a good one xox"

the reply?

"you too x"

FANTASTIC.

y'all remember how i feel about "you too". it's just pure not giving a shit if i'm fairly honest. and this morning i woke up from a horrible nightmare about him. even more fantastic. however, not before my best friend jumped on me at 5am to say happy new year, as she only just got to the party after work then. people need to know that i absolutely cannot be woken up because it pulls my dreams into reality and makes them all horrible, horrible nightmares. as she jumped on me, i woke up, screamed, then smacked her in the face.

it's fine though, she said she should have known better.

overall, a fairly average start to the year. let's hope it will only go up from here.

after all, i did get a call from a lovely boy at midnight :) made everything seem less terrible.